Mental Health is As Easy As Learning to Tie Your Shoe June 7, 2015 by Rev. Katie Norris 2 Comments 0Share with your friendsYour NameYour EmailRecipient EmailEnter a MessageI read this article and found it very interesting, thought it might be something for you. The article is called Mental Health is As Easy As Learning to Tie Your Shoe and is located at https://thebodyisnotanapology.com/magazine/mental-health-is-as-easy-as-learning-to-tie-your-shoe/.CaptchaSubmitIn the art program I created for people with dementia, Creative Connections, I use a Montessori-based approach to making art activities accessible. The Montessori system is assumed to be only for kids, but I have come to find that it works with people of all ages and abilities. There are many components to the Montessori philosophy, but one main aspect of Montessori is the focus on breaking tasks down into manageable steps. One Montessori teacher I spoke to said that, in her training, she was asked to write down all the steps it takes to tie a shoe. These would be the steps she would have to guide her students through. She had twenty-eight different steps that were needed to tie a shoe. Think about it: one hand needs to pick up the left lace, the other hand picks up the right lace, then you cross the right lace to the left side and the left lace to the right side… That is four different steps, and we did not even get the first part of the tie done. A friend who works with computers told me that, in order to get a robot to tie a shoe, they need to program in 300 or so steps. The robot is actually far closer to what our brain needs to do in order to tie a shoe. There are many steps your brain has to take just to send a message down your arm to move your arm, then to your fingers to move your fingers, then to pinch the lace, and so on. If your brain is unable to understand or string any one of these steps together, you will be unable to tie your shoe. This article talks about how you have to consider many steps to get a robot to tie a shoe. If any step is wrong, the program screams ERROR and stops working. If you do not know how to break down a task into steps when working with someone having difficulty, you will be unable to discover what step is not making sense and how to guide the person to follow through. Instead, you will just get mad at them because you can’t figure out why, when you gave them the knowledge, they just did not do what you said. You need to take the time and break down the steps and demonstrate the steps repeatedly. Here is a video on the Montessori tying lesson which, you will notice, is done in silence (demonstrating), broken down into individual steps, carried out at a slow pace, and repetitive (five ties on the tying frame). If a child could not follow any one of the steps in the demonstration, the teacher would go back, break it down further, and demonstrate it again, asking the child to follow. Inadequate task breakdown happens all the time in treatment for people with various forms of mental illness. People with bipolar are told to just not to get angry at a spouse. “Notice your anger and just stop it,” doctors say. People with anxiety are told the thousands of facts as to why driving over a bridge is safe, and then they are forced to drive over the bridge with the assumption that, just because they got to the other side, they will no longer be anxious. People with depression are told to just make themselves get up out of bed and cook breakfast. When we cannot follow through on this “treatment plan,” we are called “non-compliant.” After my seventeen years in treatment, I have finally learned to speak up and say, “No, I am not non-compliant. I cannot follow your instructions. They are too big, too nebulous, too scary, too confusing, and too overwhelming. You need to break it down for me.” The main problem with mental illness is that our brain chemistry and wiring has created negative or unhelpful loops in our minds that play automatically. For anxiety, it might be the message that water means death. For depression, it might be that we believe we are worthless. For bipolar, it might be that we think we fail at every task we take on. It is so easy for a therapist to say: “Water is safe. Just jump into it!” or “You are not worthless. Smile and you will feel better!” or “If you just followed through on things, you would not fail all the time.” None of that helps. It actually makes us worse. You have given us no manageable steps to take to reprogram those loops in our brains. Instead, what I have found works much better are tiny steps. If I feel I am worthless and then get triggered into a depression by a small thing I forgot to do, I am not just going to be able to say to myself, “You are not worthless. It’s not a big deal. You are great and can do anything. Just fix what you forgot to do.” That is too big of a step. I don’t believe it. My brain cannot comprehend that because it is very far from my reality at that moment. So, I work with my therapist on ideas of what might be a smaller step, and we test those out. Can I tell myself there is a middle ground? That I messed up, but it’s okay? Right now, that is still too big of a step, because my core belief is that if I mess up anything, I am a bad person, and bad people need to be punished. A smaller step might be that, when I think I am terrible for forgetting a task, I tell myself “I think I am terrible for forgetting this. I may be bad, but I may not be.” If that step is too far because, in the moment, I cannot even function enough to try and reframe anything, there is an even smaller step. I have talked to my husband so he knows that, if he is there for an event like this, he can say: “I know you think you are bad. You may be bad, but you may not be.” Then I may get mad at him for being too nice to me, which is information I have for my therapist that I’ve found a new trigger: I do not feel safe when people are nice to me. So, we talk about the origins of that trigger, and we talk about small steps to take to rewire my brain to feel safe around kindness. I know all of this rewiring sounds tedious, but it actually works. If you break things down into very small steps, you are slowly rewiring your brain to get better. Neuroplasticity means that we can rewire our brain, even rewire core beliefs, feelings, and behaviors. The problem is, when we take too big of a step, our brain panics because it is not wired that way. The safe place, it feels, is the place you have always functioned in. You need to slowly work on rewiring by taking small steps. No amount of Cognitive Behavior Therapy, knowledge of Family Systems Theory, or understanding of the origins of my illness has helped me manage the actual moments of instability. I am not saying none of that works, because for some people, that is all they need, but many of us need one step beyond these methods. This is because we cannot think or analyze our way out of an emotion rooted in trauma or a core belief system. You have to take all that initial, wonderful knowledge, and use it as the starting point for the work you need to do to take small steps to reprogram your brain. Learning to tie your shoe is hard! That is one reason I could never find a shoe with laces for my son. Everything was Velcro. It is hard for kids to learn this new and foreign skill. It is hard for parents to guide over and over again, leaving enough time every day to practice the steps until they are mastered. Rewiring your brain is hard. You may have the knowledge, but the steps are just too big, and we have few resources that can guide us over and over again and leave enough time every day for us to practice the steps to wellness. It can be done, though, if we rethink how we talk about “non-compliance,” and we break down the steps to mental health for each individual person. Blessings, Rev. Katie [Headline image: A person ties a gray sneaker. The person is wearing a pink long-sleeved top and black pants.] 0
Gillian Brown June 7, 2015 at 11:06 pm Fantastic article, Katie, and one that couldn’t have been more timely for me at the moment. I’m having awful anxiety (my articles for this month are late because of it), and a friend was talking about seeking out treatment and learning to rewire the brain. I’ve tried this before and it’s been massively scary, and it’s never occurred to me that the steps therapists in the past have taken with me might have been too large. Thank you for writing this. I will be bearing it in mind as I seek out treatment.
E. Amato June 9, 2015 at 7:18 pm I love this article. Thank you for writing it, Katie! Neuroplasticity is such a wonderful concept – I’m reading The Brain’s Way of Healing (Doidge) now and it is so helpful. Baby steps are so important in all scary tasks! I love the shoe-tying example. In a training for working with foster youth, we did an exercise: write the recipe for a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. The facilitator then made the sandwiches per each recipe card – hilarity ensued. It’s easy to see how we fail in communicating when we make assumptions about other people abilities to process.